it's 2am in the morning, and still i can sleep. keep on thinking about where am i going to. it's hard, but i have to make it through.

went out with tista, ervand, and joan today [well, actually it's yesterday]. had dinner, then went straight back to nanonine. talked about some things and two with joan. i cant believe the ways that she finally chose. her strength is absolutely amazing. now, that's what i called a strong woman. after ervand left, the three of us just sitted outside the distro, singing. we sang the songs from chuch into anything our mouth can give voice to. it was a great evening. i enjoyed it very much. cant think about the reality that in about 9 months from now, tista is going to canada. another friend, fly away. well, that's life.

but generally, today is splendid. i feel my inner self is pumpped up a little bit. thanks to my dearest friends... luv u guys a lot!!!